Hey Pandas, This Is A Safe Space To Get Things Off Your Chest. What Do You Wanna Talk About? (Closed)

This is going to sound petty, but I've recently been feeling so...talentless and sometimes worthless. I'm not sure if I'm just a bit of a perfectionist and I may have impostor syndrome, or if I'm really terrible. I try so hard and cheesy as it sounds, I'm a firm believer in dream following. I want to be a singer someday, but I'm scared that I'll make a mockery of myself. Thanks for listening, Pandas

I am Christian & grew up celebrating Christmas. Then in 2013 my husband of 33 years died on Christmas evening.
Since then I have struggled to enjoy, let alone even acknowledge Christmas.
The commercialization of Christmas seems to ramp up earlier & earlier each year.
For many people it is not “the most wonderful time of the year”!
The sound of bells endlessly jingling on TV in October, November & December triggers something different for some.
So much energy devoted to one day of the year now seems so peculiar to me.
Obviously my perspective has changed because of me grief.
I may one day decide to “join in reindeer games”. Perhaps not. Baby steps.

My boyfriend of almost 3 years had been cheating on me with a married woman. I forgave him because I love him and here's helped me through so much, like my dad telling me he hates me. Now just a couple weeks later he's breaking up with me because he wants to go sleep with her. I want to kill myself.

I need somebody I can explain all my problems too, but I have some serious trust issues. I can't trust anybody with what I want to say cause I feel like I could be attacked.
And all the people who I thought were my friends are saying crap about me and starting to show their true colors.

My depression is killing me.

So I have a lot but I'll talk about something that just happened. My little sister who is 10 just said in front of super Christian guests that she has a crush on a girl and thinks she's lesbian. I completely support LGBTQ but I have no idea what to do or what to say or if my parents even know. Help.

I have this one friend who goes offline for like a month and whenever she is online everyone ignores me or bullies me. They talk really bad stuff and sometimes I just say hi and they call me names or they remove me for a while. They always call me stupid, cringey or old fashion. Just because I'm late on a few trends. I just wanna be loved be my friends.☹️

I know mine isn't necessarily bad, nor like what others have put up here, but I have a celebrity crush on James Corden. And my friends think I'm crazy. That's not really what bothers me, however. It's the fact at how we treat overweight people. I've seen it in my high school all the time, if you're heavy, you're a loner. It isn't fair. We need to stop being so judgmental and hurtful.

This week is the anniversary of the time I was sexual assaulted at 17 by a 37 year old man.

I’m scared for the future.

I'm sick and tired of being the funny one. I'm dying inside and mentally I'm a mess:(

Can we make cishets have to come out as well? It’s so fricking annoying when you ask me why I thought you were a lesbian. Oh I’m sorry I didn’t assume you were straight, logically I’d assume you are in the majority of people. Yeah, shocking it’s the lgbtqiap+ community.

I lost my job a year ago, and I´m very scary I can´t never get a new job, I´m trying ... but nothing happens, sorry my bad English..

I feel like sh*t all the time. My depression is killing me and I don't know what to do anymore. I want to die but I can't, I can't put my friends and family though all of that pain when my friends are also going through suicidal thoughts and depression. I've felt so terrible for weeks and no one knows, I don't tell my friends bc of trust issues and I don't want them to worry about me when they have so much on their plates already. This is my first year of high school and it's been so stressful. I always put on a mask at school and tell everyone that I'm doing good, but I don't know if I can keep going anymore.

I lost my son at 15 days old and I fking hate the universe for it. I didn't do anything to ask for it. The autopsy showed he died of sids. Got to comfortable and stopped breathing. I fking preformed 15 minutes worth of infant cpr and I lost. And as a medical professional I lost my s**t when no one was looking.
I'm sick of it will all be okay. It's gonna be okay. Time heals. Me and my husband are not fking okay. My children are not okay. We are not okay. And that's okay. I'm sick of everyone thinking someone lost something so they needs to just be strong for others or be okay. It'd okay to not be okay. It's okay to sleep the day away. To work out till you fall down. Talk your friends hear out. When you lose someone you feel lost af. Stop making it not okay to be okay in lost.

i'm pansexual, a demi/girl, use she/they pronouns, use a different name and am living in a super homophbic household (where my mom said she'd kick me out if i was queer) and I've honestly had enough with hiding my oreffered name and i regret coming out and changing my name because having to remember who i can be myself around and who i can't is too much and i just wanna start over

Can people not commenting on other's body? Even if it was meant as joke or advice, that s**t is soul crushing. Just stop!

I got hurt at work and I'm having a hard time getting my claim approved. I need surgery. It's a nightmare. I'm so tired and I hurt all the time.

im sick of christmas. maybe that makes me a bad person. but i am

Not trying to force any religion or something else dumb, but I think that christians have had a bad reputation lately because of dumb people. Obviously you can't help you your attracted to and even if you don't agree with people being in relationships with other genders, you shouldnt shun or hate them for it. As a Christian myself, I just hope you know that real chrisitans love you no matter their opinion on what is right. They won't hate you because they don't agree. Thanks for listening and I love you (even though I don't know you)