What Is Your Worst Fear?

My anxiety getting in the way of my future life. Like never being able to be in a relationship because I can't trust anyone and am so anxious. I am so scared and skeptical of people that I feel like I will never have friends, or a boyfriend because I will constantly be terrified. I'm so scared I will end up super lonely or disliked by others because of it.

Probably deep water. Or my loved ones dying. Or drowning. Or falling. Or have all eyes on me. Or having someone worry about me

Safe to say I have a lot of phobias

I actually have two. One is the dark. I can't stand to be in complete darkness. It makes me so scared. The other is I am afraid of getting fired from a job. I essentially become a pushover because of this.

My worst fear is not a "thing", but a situation: I finally find love, we get married but before we are able to consumate it on our wedding night (since both of us are virgins who waited for marriage) she is raped.
My actions afterward is what I fear as well. The judgment from others as I have the marriage annulled since she would no longer be mine. I would spend every cent I have to have the person brought to me, who I would then castrate with my bare hands.

Being fired for being trans, and the other is all of my health issues

As I get older, developing dementia. I’ve had a few family members suffer, and watching their decline is terrifying to me.

Falling through ice. There was a very small island on a lake where I grew up. I’d see bunches of kids skating to it so I know the lake was frozen. But I was like NOPE! Same thing near Tahoe. A group of us went cross country skiing. I stayed behind at the tiny lake that hundreds of ppl were crossing.

I have multiple, but here are my top 5
1) what's in the dark. You never know....
2)My parents or family dying because of something I did
3) Being shut out from my closest friends.
4) The whole school laughing at my little brother who is on the Syndrome
5) The deep of the ocean