Talk Post :)

i escaped the hellhole!!!! me and my aunt (shes really like a friend, shes almost 3 years older then moi) went to a mini cosplay convention a few days ago!! i finally feel respected and appreciated. anyways how are you guys

ha my mental health is trash once again, it’s very likely that i have adhd but my parents don’t want to get me diagnosed

hey.

I want to write a novel. Not to get published, although that would be good, but just for the accomplishment in of itself. I have trouble writing different characters. Eyither they are a Mary Sue character, or they just sound stupid.

I got 48/50 in bio, 36/50 in math. Today I had my art exam and we had to draw a marigold which was impossible so I free styled it. A guy in my class has been verbally harassing me in the form of pickup lines and I’m waiting for one more strike before reporting him to the teachers. I asked me crush if she was straight which she was and then she asked me why I asked her and I told her that I liked her. I don’t mind her being straight, I just don’t want the fact that I like her to affect our friendship now

I’m tired and I wish I could have a year break. Unfortunately, that’s not how reality works. 😞

One of my best friends is maybe dead. I haven’t heard from him in over 9 hours, and he sent a suicide note to me and a few other friends at like 1 am (PST) today (aug 7th), but he was still alive when I woke up. The last I heard of him he was visiting a friend in a nearby town. He refuses to call a hotline or go to therapy. Last time I heard from him was 1:42 pm and all the messages I’ve sent within the last 8 hours haven’t delivered so he might’ve blocked me. Another friend did call the police, and the police said they’d go talk to him tomorrow, but it might be too late by then. I’m away from my town until next Monday so I can’t even go see him for a week. I really don’t want him to die, but he might any way. I know it’s really selfish of me to want him to be alive when he doesn’t want to, but I can’t help it. He means a lot to me, even though I only met him less than two years ago. I haven’t seen him in a while either, because we live in different towns. I’m sorry for posting this, I barely know anyone here so you guys might not care, I just wanted to post this in case anyone did care.

School starts tomorrow and I have a meet the teacher thingy in three hours. Some of my friends are in my class so that’s good, but dudes I do not want to start school again 😭

SIX rocks as always. My friend is coming back tmrw and I have more volunteering so I'm doing okay, my instructor made fun of my voice and I'm feeling really bad at it cause I'm really worried that I might sound weird to other people and can't tell. I know I mumble when I'm not singing/not super excited and I talk really fast unless I'm really mentally down, but I thought that was the end of it. Idk I hate the idea that I might sound strange

hiiii guys i am melting lmao i just biked like 4 miles with my binder on (which is apparently not a good thing?) anyways i didn't break a rib hooray :)))

I get to volunteer at a charity hospital here in Karachi while I’m visiting! Please read my bio for more info, I’m too lazy to explain it again lmao

I just finished The Owl House, does anyone have recommendations for similar shows to watch?

Yesterday I went to see a cat video fest where I went to a theatre and watched a ton of cat videos, it was absolutely hilarious.

I’ve been feeling bad recently and I don’t know why :(

Has fishy seagull deleted their account?