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I Find It Hard To Explain What It's Like To Live With Depression, So I Draw It

I Find It Hard To Explain What It's Like To Live With Depression, So I Draw It

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I have a high functioning type of severe depression, meaning that I still keep up with the tasks expected from me to appear outwardly normal. It's an endless effort to put on the facade, but I've become very good at it.
I still believe telling others puts a burden on them, though all my friends and psychiatrists have said the contrary. When people ask me "how do you feel?" and actually want a genuine answer, I struggle to find the words. And thus, the drawings became a communication tool to show the turmoil below the surface.
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#1 Shadows Of My Mind Closing In

Shadows Of My Mind Closing In
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#2 Stay Away In Case I Hurt You..

Stay Away In Case I Hurt You..
44points

#3 Good Things Are There... I Can't Feel Any Of Them

Good Things Are There... I Can't Feel Any Of Them
41points

#4 So Empty

So Empty
35points

#5 So Far From Everyone

So Far From Everyone
34points

#6 I Have The Key To The Quick Exit... Do I Use It?

I Have The Key To The Quick Exit... Do I Use It?
34points

#7 Burning In Fire... But Don't Come Near

Burning In Fire... But Don't Come Near
31points

#8 Force A Smile

Force A Smile
30points

#9 Tug 'O' War... Pulls From Either Side Hurt Just As Much

Tug 'O' War... Pulls From Either Side Hurt Just As Much
29points

#10 Tipping Balance

Tipping Balance
28points

#11 Reaching Out... So Painful

Reaching Out... So Painful
26points

#12 Falling

Falling
25points

#13 True Reflections

True Reflections
23points

#14 I Spread Gloom

I Spread Gloom
23points

#15 Shadow Has Taken Over My Heart

Shadow Has Taken Over My Heart
23points

#16 Creeping Up

Creeping Up
20points

#17 Struggling On The Tightrope

Struggling On The Tightrope
19points

#18 The Weapon Can Kill Us Both

The Weapon Can Kill Us Both
19points

#19 Trapped By My Own Shadow

Trapped By My Own Shadow
19points

#20 Shower Of Darkness

Shower Of Darkness
18points
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