I fell in love with my ex fiancé/daughters mother freshman year of high school and we stayed together through our freshman year of college... my inconsistency and inability to remain faithful (due to my sex addiction which was caused by being molested as a child) eventually led her into the arms of my best friend of over five years who I considered my brother. I’m not saying she’s a bad person or she’s to blame, all she did was look for the love I couldn’t seem to give her and I completely understand that. I wrote this song one day after my daughter left to go back with her mom and I seen how much she looked like and did the same things her mom does. I’m just wanting to share this to hopefully save someones relationship by letting them know the pain that comes with losing the love of your life is the most unbearable pain next to someone you love dieing. So my advice is FIGHT, give it your all, don’t take that person for granted, not for even one day. Cause they could be gone tomorrow. That woman was the reason I got out of bed on days my depression was physically affecting, when I felt like dieing and I looked out of my room and seen her watching TV with our daughter, it literally gave me the strength to live. And nowadays I have to just invision that or picture my daughters face and how she can be happy and smile just like her mother does. This pain I feel, I don’t want anyone to experience so please... Love with all your heart and let that person know how much they mean to you atleast once a week, if not everyday ! Love like there’s no tomorrow and I hope everything works out for you !! Love always and get em a Red Rose today !
MAR 21, 2019