I was always a very needy child, I wanted to expand my abilities to maximum capacity and take on every activity possible. Thank God, my parents somehow did cope with it and would cheer on everytime I found something new to do, whether that was a "detective club" or "sewing salon" or handmade jewelry attempts or playing new instruments or a new "cafeteria" opening in the house. I would always find some exciting new sphere, dig into it, get all the supplies I needed, read all the books and magazine articles about it and then when there was nothing new to it I would eventually lose interest. But then after some time I would find something new, dig into it... And the story repeated itself. Even in the young age I started to understand that in this way I will never be able to find happiness for a longer time in any job, cause nothing seemed to interest me enough as I considered every activity too limited after a while... But then a new day came, after a long wondering and doubting I decided to move to a bigger city where my sister was studying to continue my studies in school, just to have new prospects, new aspirations, new challenges. We were living together and one time she came into my room with a black square-shaped thing in her hands. My computer was deplorable at that time (so bad you would think a tractor is rolling alongside your house, but nooo, it's just my granny-laptop buzzing through opening a program in another room haha), so you have to imagine that I had huge expectations to get a new one soon as the whole Christmas-birthday-festive present madness was going on! (Un)fortunately it wasn't a new laptop - it turned out to be a two-sided palette that my sister had decided to pass on to me as she figured she probably rushed into buying and won't be using herself. I had no clue what to do with it, just cause I never was much of a painter and especially not a good one when it came to painting on face. Days, later weeks had passed, and the palette was successfully laying in a drawer. I decided to at least open it and check the more neutral side with brown, grey, light colors. I fell in love with the feeling of having so many choices. After awhile I took on the other - colorful - side. Since then I probably hadn't had a day where I wouldn't do a makeup or at least think about doing one haha! And now I can proudly admit I am an official member of a hoarder club (and therefore still use the same computer)! I started doing SFX, working with photographers, on movie and commercial sets, recently I got hired to be a lecturer in an academy. My life had turned out a way I never thought, I never WISHED it would - yet it's probably the most amazing thing that had ever happened to me. To this day I don't consider it all as my official work - it feels more like an element to be in, to relax in, and the most important part of this is the people that I've met, some of them I can call the closest to me, some of them have inspired me to be a better person generally. And when I think back to it, it's hard to believe --- a black box carved my life in an unexpected shape without me knowing it.
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