Sometimes, a feeling gets a hold of you and simply won’t let go. Days, weeks, months, years, and even decades pass, but it only takes a smell, a sound, a certain image to take you back to that moment and make you feel exactly the same way as you did all those years ago.
A man shared his story of holding on to feelings for an old girlfriend more than a decade after they were separated, detailing how he finally contacted her and what happened from there.
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Finding love and comfort after being detached from society for a long time is difficult, but possible
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The poster of the story wanted advice on whether he should contact a woman he had lost contact with 10 years ago after being imprisoned for political reasons
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They had dated for two years, but after he got arrested, his girlfriend's brother and the poster's best friend died and his girlfriend left the country
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With all of these traumatic events in the past and being unsure of her current relation status, the poster asked advice on whether to contact her
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Encouraged by the community, the poster reached out to the old girlfriend and came back with an update
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He sent her a polite message and some time later he got a call, with the woman asking if it really was him
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Turns out she never forgot him, attempting to send care packages and money to the jail where he was being held
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They agreed to have a video call soon, with OP being both excited and anxious that he'll have changed too much for her to like him
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About two months later, the poster came back with another update and they had had their first video call and many more
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He mentioned that when he first saw her, he thought about how beautiful she was, telling stories of how caring she is, sending him care packages once again
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She also encourages him to go out and see things, with the poster saying that he's seen more of the city in the past month than in the entire time he's lived there
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Finally, they set up an in-person meeting, with them talking pretty much daily and growing even closer
The story is super touching, from the wrongful incarceration, to him never letting go of her and her also doing her best to send care packages to him while he was imprisoned and then finally contacting each other and slowly growing closer. To me, it’s really bittersweet, in the truest sense of the word - it was bitter at the start, but hopefully it can continue to sweeten for OP and his friend Daria.
Integration and assimilation is always no easy task, no matter if you’re moving to another country or are released from jail after a long time. It’s even worse if you’re going through all of it, traumatized by your experiences, as both OP and Daria are, as indicated by the post itself and some comments.
Forbes talks about dating after prison, saying that no matter the crime, it is always difficult, especially when it comes to saying to your date that you’re a felon. It seems that there is never a good moment to do so and that lots of times people react judgmentally, either recoiling in fear or somehow romanticizing the time served, both of which are never good signs.
Besides dating people, ex-inmates mention that it’s really difficult seeing all the changes in society, especially all the technological advancements. For us, it may be easy to keep on top of new tech, phones, computers, and appliances as they come out, but for people who have lived completely detached from our rhythm, it is completely different.
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On Slate, Michael Santos shares his experiences of being reintegrated into society after 25 years in prison. He mentions that he had never seen a modern cellphone after his wife (who he had married while in prison!) handed him an iPhone, and that she had to teach him. He also mentions that the news wasn’t as intense, with less political debacles. Fashion had also changed drastically from before his prison time, with people wearing much more revealing clothing.
What also may be interesting is reintegration to society after, say, a coma. Annie Shapiro was a person who woke up from one of the longest comas ever - 29 whole years. She had suffered a massive stroke in 1969 and woke up nearly three decades later. Sources say that it was difficult for her to come to grips with the fact that she was now a grandmother, that people have landed on the moon, and that there were now cordless telephones.
Her story apparently even inspired the 1998 movie Forever Love, which featured a woman attempting to reintegrate into society when she wakes up from a coma 20 years later. I won’t spoil the movie, but with the tagline: “She will discover betrayal… before she discovers herself,” on the poster of the movie, I doubt it could be anything short of amazing.
In the comments on his various posts, OP elaborated with some more details. He mentions that their conversations have been completely platonic, but he has also very awkwardly asked her whether she is in any relationship at the moment - and was relieved when the answer was no.
It also turns out that the laws of the country OP was in have changed recently, making people who are charged with the offenses that the poster was eligible for the death penalty. They mention how much has changed and how happy they are now, living in a country where their troubles are small and mostly bureaucratic.
OP’s story, reposted in the Best Of Redditor Updates sub, collected more than a whopping 17 thousand upvotes. It also collected nearly 1k comments, with people saying how touching it was, making them cry and wishing all the best for OP and Daria. Share your thoughts about the story in the comments below!