You scare me sometimes. It's too easy to make you blow your lid, and I can't do anything about it. I'm the child so I have no say whatsoever. I can't even talk to you about what's going on in my life because I'm scared how you'll react. I'm so tired of not having a voice. I'm so tired of my issues not being taken seriously because contrary to popular belief, I'm not pretending. When I hurt myself and you threatened to hurt me if I did it again, what did you think that would solve? Why would you ever even think to say something like that to someone who's already in a bad place? And also, I hate it when you hit me just "playing". You still hit pretty hard. And if I say something about it, it's not playing anymore. I wish you would stop.
