Hey Pandas, Why Did You Cry The Last Time You Did? (Closed)

3 years ago I married the love of my life and became a father. We had both been through severe traumatic and abusive relationships, some very recently in fact, and somehow took a chance, finding real love.

One lazy Sunday morning a few weeks ago, she walked out of the bedroom to get an energy drink, smiled, and said "Hi my love." I gave her a hug, said good morning, and went to my office to cry. Sometimes life is so beautiful after so much pain you just need to let it all out.

Because someone stole the flower arrangement from my sister's grave. It's not the first time it's happened, but this one was particularly nice - silk flowers that I had just put out like a month ago that I really didn't have the money to spend on when I bought them. People are trash. Sorry about that, Angie.

Yesterday night. I was asleep and I had a dream that my dad needed me to open the front door for him because his hands were full. I opened the door for him, and my dog (who had cancer and had been put down about a year ago.) was on the front porch. I immediately started sobbing and I woke up, still sobbing thinking it was real, and that my fur brother was home again.

happy cry: yesterday. i watched a cute video of foster kittens and how much the foster mum loved the kittens and damnit i cry almost everyday because of videos like that.

ugly/sad cry: last year when my depressions hit a new low. there was no real reason, i was just exhausted and crying often helps to clean the soul.. and it helped a lot

This morning when my husband said "we might be losing her" about one of our cats. We have several, but he is particularly attached to her. He's not someone to show a lot of emotion, and when I heard the crack in his voice it really hit me. His heart is breaking.

Today, right now, after reading just 19 submissions by fellow pandas. I have stop for now because I can't see thru the tears. My tears are for all of you who are hurting, who have lost a loved one, who were hurt by someone in a position of trust, who are hurting in today's world. I'll be back to finish reading this article later...

We have a Filimin on our kitchen counter. It is a simple light device that allows people who live far away to say a quick "Hello" to each other using colored light. My mom has the other part of our particular duo in Minnesota. I reached out to touch the Filimin the other day, and I realized that since she passed away recently, she won't ever touch the other side again. I cried in the kitchen.

Early 2020, when my dog died.

I cried every time I thought about her for months. Now I smile when I remember her and how lucky I was to had had her.

Because someone I love deeply broke my heart

2 days ago doing housework. i sound just like my mom when i sing; she died of cancer 3 yrs ago

Uhhh i think it was yesterday? I cried cause of hormones, super pregnant and I got too damn hot in this heat! Then my husband brought the kiddie pool inside and filled it a bit with cold water and I cried from the relief of cooling down 😅

A few days ago. Existential crisis. Been happening more often lately.

Last night. I’ve been having a hard time trying to find the best way to come out to my parents. I’m not ashamed to be pansexual, just I have a feeling that they wouldn’t understand it.

Yesterday, I been so overwhelmed with multiple health issues and my best friend hurt me deeply during one of my worst depressive episodes. I was sèlf-h@eking and I just started bawling (not because of the pain, I don’t really feel the physical pain anymore)
Cried just writing this actually

A few weeks ago when my fiance called me to say Immigrations had denied him a tourist visa so he could not come and see me. Two days before departure. They already made the decision 2 weeks earlier but did not inform us until that moment.

I've appealed against the decision but have already been told by them they WILL take at least 26 weeks to decide.

When I begged my online friend to not commit suicide over text. Never got a response back…

30 minutes ago because I had a flashback of all the terrible things my dad did to me

Today. (And I don’t think I'm done for today... or for the next days, or weeks.) Related to my pet rat I lost last week.

never really cry much but more often past few months. 3 mos ago my wife had affair and cheated with pastor of our church, who we were good friends with. did it in the hospital room of her dying mother. she said i never loved her or cared for her. he trashed me for a while to. it broke me. its been rough. so yeah i cried

today. realized how lucky i am to have nice parents.