Hey Pandas, What's Your Deepest Darkest Fear? (Closed)

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My deepest fear is getting Alzheimer's when I grow older forgetting every single person I know...

My deepest fear is that all of the people I love (friends, family, partners, etc) secretly just don't like me....

That all out nuclear war is a possibility

Working my entire life just to get by, with no possibility to retire and then die alone wondering what it was all for.

This could be called a cliche, but death. The idea of the unknown just terrifies me.

Burning alive

Going blind. I'm very visually oriented, like towards art, nature, reading, so not being able to see would really wreck that. Also, I don't like being reliant on other people, so that's a big factor.

Being raped and murdered while I'm still a kid. (Or any other time, but especially now)

Dying and leaving my daughter and grandson alone and unhoused.

My cat dying. I can't imagine life without her. I've never had a pet before, and I feel like she's the only one who truly understands me. I have a lot of bad things happening in my life right now, and at a very young age. My mom and I both have mental issues, and my cat is the only one I feel like I can talk about it to. Her dying would be devastating.

The fear of Poverty. Is the biggest fear of my life.

Losing my cool and saying things id regret to people i care about

Disappointing my loved ones as a student

Hypodermic needles this ⁹

Being completely alone once my dad passes. He's 80 now. I don't have many friends, the one I have is 84. My last boyfriend passed away 2 yrs ago from cancer. Just thinking about how it could be is enough to give me a serious anxiety attack. I doubt I will find anyone else, as I am an introvert, painfully shy, and very overweight and ugly.

Being helpless. Being controlled by others.

Obviously the normal. Losing my son and or my wife.

However, years ago after watching The Exorcist and being a wise 13 year old i prayed to the devil. Asked if I could speak latin i would trade my soul. ( dont ask me, i was 13) still cant speak latin.

I did become an alcoholic ( im in recovery now). I hope and pray that good works and doing my best to get right with the upstairs boss will negate a stupid prayer from a scared, innocent child.

As the years ebb and flow, I wake in the darkness and wonder if maybe my soul is damned.

seeing suffering from illness. like if I'm in a hospital and there are screaming parents trying to save their kid. I think it came from the pandemic, so maybe it's really the fear of an unknown death?

Being alone. I've had bad experiences that include bullying and isolation in the past, which makes me paranoid that all of my current friends are going to leave me, and I'm absolutely terrified of the idea of my loved ones dying. I'd prefer death over isolation.