Hey Pandas, What's The Story Behind You And Your Current Love Interest?

wellllll.....so basically i shipped my friend with a random boy-now this backfired on me BAD-she got so mad she started shipping me with him before the day i shipped him with her i didn't even know he existed but slowly as she started mentioning him more and more i noticed him more and more-now to me tis was freaky because i don't like to have feelings I noticed him looking at me and got insanely nervous whenever he talked to me as the school year went on my friend noticed me and him were really similar-so similar in fact that she started descrbing him as "the boy version" of me-i started noting that he wasn't bad looking or as annoying as i had originally thought-he was actually really funny and nice~to me at least and so basically i like him now but am also slightly confused cuz i see him looking at me for long periods of time--not in a creepy way tho just making that clear