Hey Pandas, What’s Something You Did As A Kid Now That You Look At It, Was You Being An Emotional Wreck?

I had no real friends throughout all of elementary school and her beginning of middle school. Some people would pretend to be my friend and then ditch me at the first chance they got, then they would bully me afterwards for no real reason. I went home and cried almost every night because of how lonely I felt. Eventually I figured it was my personality and chose to completely alter it so that people would like me, but that just made it worse seeing as now I wasn't even try he same person. I was very depressed and I still face issues because of all that happened when I was younger. It's actually only been more recently that I've let my actual personality shine through and luckily my current friends all stuck with me.