Hey Pandas, What’s Going On With Your Day (Bad Or Good), I’d Love To Hear!

I'm exhausted. I've been trying to make other people feel better literally all day and I ended yesterday night after nearly attempting suicide and the only thing that stopped me was my friend basically blackmailing me (not in a bad way they where just threatening to tell someone I was going to attempt so either way I wouldn't be able to do it). I'm just really really tired and I want everything to be okay but I don't know how to fix it

i’m not ok but it’s ok because nothing is real

Over all it was very boring and I’m mentally exhausted but the little things made it much better. My crush offered me a pancake which was delicious and I was able to finish an d submit my geography project today. I was also able to answer a lot of questions about writs in history & civics class by randomly guessing the answer

I called my boyfriend twice today. Him and I just talked, and he said that if he went to Canada, he would kiss my pretty face, and I told him that he’s so sweet.

I’m a lucky Panda. It’s Monday morning and I have nothing to do. That’s a lie. I COULD plan tomorrow’s science class, but I’m not gonna do that just yet. I just have 1 class to teach this afternoon, so lots of time to drink coffee and ponder the universe before I do anything productive.

HI EM it’s me again sunshine hahahahaha everything is good but everything is bad all my emotions feel like explosions and I want a way to clear the sound that doesn’t involve “fruit ninja” hhahahahahah so yeah lol haha I’m still ALIVE THO SO THATS GOOD/BAD/MID hahah depression pronouns.