Hey Pandas, What Was Your Most Painful Experience? (Closed)

A pit bull got into my house somehow, then my cat (the sweetest cat ever btw) went down the stairs. The pit bull saw it and basically ripped my cat to shreds in front of me. It was really frightening and scary, especially considering I was only in like 2nd grade at the time.

The death of my oldest child, at 21 years old. Still trying to recover from it, and it has been almost five years. I still miss her every day.

{Trigger warning} My most painful experience has had to be my first suicide attempt. I think the worst part of it has had to be the fact that I've never told anyone about it.

my heart was broken, that's my most painful experience

My daughter losing my grandson 3 weeks before he was due. Ronnie would've been 8 years old now.

When my friend Rowan attempted suicide. We were 17 at the time, so this was only 2 years ago.

Rowan's had it really bad. When he was 4, his older sister was shot while on holiday in Finland. When he was 13, he was in a car accident. He survived with a few injuries but his mother died in front of him.

His dad had to work 7 days a week so he could support Rowan and his younger brother. Rowan rarely saw his father.

When he was 15, it was revealed that he was gay. Most people didn't really care, but a few made it their priority to torment him. The people who didn't care that he was gay didn't stand up for him, though. I would try to stop them from hurting him but they would shove me aside. He managed against them pretty well but there was 5 or 6 people who attacked him. This happened on a daily basis.

We tried reporting it to the principal but she wouldn't listen. Idiot.

He fell into depression. One day, when we were 17, he said he needed to use the restroom. He went and was gone for 5 minutes. After 10 minutes, I got worried so I knocked on the restroom door. No reply. Then, I heard something clatter. I shoved the door open and I found Rowan on the floor, with blood flowing from his wrists. There was a pocket knife next to him.

The thing that makes it all worse is that he attempted suicide because of our classmates. If you're here on BP and you're reading this, don't f*cking bully someone because of their sexuality. You don't know who you'll end up killing.

I called an ambulance and they took him to the hospital. Once he got out, he had to go to therapy. Today, he's doing way better and he got out of depression. We're both studying for our Bachelor's Degree in Music at the Boston Conservatory now.

Once again, I remind you: don't f*cking bully people. If you bully someone, their blood might be on your hands.

i would say was when my parents found out about my depression, anxiety, and sexuality. I had never been more scared than at that moment. I never cry in front of people because I don't want to be seen as weak. but at that moment I broke down and cried. I was scared that they would be mad and not accept me. I was scared that they would yell at me and say it was my fault for depression and anxiety. they found out because of BP, I left the page open that said about how I felt. I was a mess and I was fighting them because I didn't want to show my arms. it has been a month now and my arms are healed and I am feeling better but I'm still scared. I still have anxiety and depression but it is getting better. i am finally starting to like myself and how I look. I cut off all of my hair and now when I look in the mirror I actually like how i look. it will take some time to fully heal but i am slowly working on it.

Mentally painfull was the moment my girlfriend miscarried in March this year. And 2 years ago whendoctors told me I had a braintumor (it has since been removed). The fysically most painfull was a headache I had because I fell out of a tree, and landed on my feet, causing a whiplash. The latter is also a somewhat happy memory, as the whiplash, and extreme headache is how I found out I had a braintumor. Doctor didn't know the cause of the headache, and at the end of his rope, sent me to the hospital to get a scan, just so they could rule out anything serious. And during that scan, is when they found out.

This is going to sound meh compared to the rest of these, but I got bucked off a horse, fell out of a tree, slammed into a tree, sprained my ankle, and got bitten by a squirrel over four days.

losing my oldest minecraft world that pained me lots

Definitely a tie between watching my cat get killed by a dog we were gonna adopt, or smashing my ring finger with a trash can and fracturing the tip AND ripping off two fingernails

I watched someone kill themselves with a very powerful firearm.
Also, this wasn't traumatic, but painful. But, my 'friends' in 6th grade made life a living hell. They acted like they were my mothers, (I had a seperate and way cooler group of friends aside from them). And I had to tell them if I wanted to hang out with my other friends. I would constantly feel awful and they made my first year of middle school into my worst year of middle school.

My most painful experience was having my first chicken die. I have trouble feeling grief, but when she died I felt it. She died in her sleep, of old age.
I have never experienced many physical injuries because I am very cautious, so this was my most painful experience.

My grandpa dying.... he had a heart attack out of nowhere so there was no warning. He was only 59. It shocked all of us and no one in the family has been the same since.

I have three (sorry if that is a lot):
One, was physical pain. When I was five, I SMASHED really hard into my neighbors fence while on my bike, and broke both major bones in my arm.
Two, was in 1-5 Grade, there were only six other girls in my grade in my class. Four of them were friends, and for FIVE YEARS I tried to be friends with them, but they were always really mean to me and like talked behind my back. TOXIC BIOTCH ALERT.
Three, was I have depression and one night, it was the closest I ever came to killing myself. Looking back, it's really scary, how close I came to killing myself that night.

I was 13. My friends were playing in the gym when one of them ended up accidentally crashing into me and we both landed against a window, shattering it and cutting my hand. Bleeding profusely, my male friends rushed me to the campus clinic where the doctor told me if I wanted anaesthesia, she'd have to inject me more times inside the open wound to give it, but I'd get less needles in if i just went ahead without, since she'd only give me three, as opposed to 5. Maybe it was blood loss or feeling faint or the fact that I'm female surrounded by all the male athletes...I don't know. I'm not even sure why I was given this option (I'm in Asia?) with no parent present at 13. I told her to stitch me up with no anaesthesia. Has anyone had a gaping wound stitched with no anaesthesia? There are no words to describe! Held it together heroically but bawled on the last stitch! Became a very popular girl after tho! And got the blue eyed Russian guy I wanted! Naturally!

Falling in love.

When my ' best friend ' told my crush I liked him, and then started flirting with him and spreading rumours about me behind my back. And when nobody would hang out with me because I was friends with a special needs boy, and had to stand up for him every time he was bullied. And also when my dog Pod ( Prince of Darkness, because his eyes wouldn't show properly in the pictures they took of him to post online to help him get adopted ) died from cancer.

Spraining my back, I was in a pool and couldn’t move for a minute. I felt what it was like to drown. It was crazy. I then went to therapy for a year to recover.

When I was 9 (now I am 11) and my dad use to shout and kick my mom one nite she ran out in the rain and after that she applied for a divorce during that it was very hard my dad ran away and didn't give us money but now everything is good since AUG 2019 😃✊🏾we came back to India & I'm living a gr8 life