Some information first, I come from a verry christian family that despite saying they don't judge anyone and love all they really have it out for anything to do with LGBTQIA+.
I had from a young age been verry curious about girls, but had to hide it. The first year of middle school I had a friend who would help me explore this side of me that I have been hiding for so long. Eventually we started to be more than friends and she was one of the only people who accepted me for all of me. She later moved away and I will always wonder what happened to her, it was like one of those hazy dreams in the warm summer breeze. I am now In highschool and I came out to my parents but they rejected it and so now I'm forced to be the perfect Christian child that they want. But I will always wonder what she and I could have become.