I moved out of my parents' a few months ago when I got a job in a different part of the country. I always thought I might go home at some point so I never invested into creating a home for me. I just bought a mattress and a few kitchen utensils, just things I will need to survive since I would go home every other weekend and I don't know a lot of people to have visitors over so it didn't bother me. I would buy things for my parents house as I know how much it means to my mom and she wants to renovate the kitchen and I though buying things slowly will be easier than buying all things at once which is very expensive. When I reached to the job, I found out that chances of going back home are very few so I've taken most of my clothes to my house, I only left ceremonial clothes and shoes as I don't really need them. I thought of decorating m house and buying furniture but because of my commitment I found out that it will take me too much money so I put t aside. The other weekend I go home and I got in an argument with my parents about something (which was really not my fault since I was not given enough information to follow through with what my parents wanted me to do) and they bring up how my room is so bare it looks like no one owns it anymore, how it should reflect the characters of a girl and how should know that its my room immediately when they enter ( guests sleep in it since the guest room was repurposed into their closet). And I felt really let down because of how I put their wants over mine. Now I am starting to save up to buy furniture and decorate my house how I want. I'm gonna be selfish for once.
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