Toxic family, being bullied in middle school, coming out as agender, and just absolutely music altogether. Music is the one thing I can lose myself in. It’s like therapy for me, which I desperately need. I was also diagnosed with ADHD and generalized anxiety disorder in elementary school. They tried to put me on medication for it, but nothing helped. Plus my parents told the doctor to take the dosage down to half because of some drug problems that run in the family, so that was probably an issue as well.
