Some irrational fear you have, something that keeps you up at night, something terrible that might happen, and more! Trust me, not much is weird to me.
#1
-That my dad's accident was my fault
-That I will have to endure my current relationship situation for the rest of my life and swallow endless amounts of degradation and belittling.
-That I will backslide right back into substance abuse again (drugs) because they were the only thing that stopped all the bad thoughts... I've been clean since last October, but I am so very, very tired of myself and my thoughts.
-That I will never have friends ever again, because ever since I lost my job, I don't see or talk to ANY other people besides my boyfriend and my mother and sister. That's how my life was for 20 years and it was AWFUL. I don't want it to be this way any more. I had friends for two and a half years and it was awesome. I don't think I'd be allowed to keep in touch with them again now.
Right now, life is like it was back in the early 2010s when I was REALLY close to losing my grip on myself and unaliving myself. There are really only three things that are different now, and two are negatives: my dad died in 2021, I actually experienced actual affection/passion/love (and promptly lost it), and I now have three pets who depend on me (I only had my cat Wintressia back then.) That last fact will hopefully outweigh all of the negatives.
Hopefully.
6points
#2
-my parents finding my bp account
-going insane
-falling into a endless dark hole
-suffocating
-going insane
-falling into a endless dark hole
-suffocating
3points
#3
My parents are pretty decent human beings and I love them so much but I’m gay and I don’t think they’ll care about me anymore once I tell them. I keep thinking of when I was really little and my mom and I were inseparable all the time. My mom brought my brother and I on a little day trip yesterday and it f****d with my mind because sometimes my parents suck and other times we go on adventures and have a ton of fun and my mom gets a chance to be off work. Idk, maybe I’m just dumb and they won’t care, but my brother randomly said this morning without being provoked, “Governor [redacted] is amazing”.
I can’t say his name because they just passed a law saying you can’t post about him without getting approval.
I can’t say his name because they just passed a law saying you can’t post about him without getting approval.
2points
#4
Mushrooms
2points
#5
that my parents will find my bp account
2points
#6
-losing more people I care about
-ending up alone
-dying
-living
-my extended family finding out about the rainbow mess that I am
-my extended family in general(minus a few cousins)
-getting cast aside again
-getting made fun of again
-spiders
- any water deeper that 5ft
-the unknown/being unprepared
-the dark and everything in it
-ending up alone
-dying
-living
-my extended family finding out about the rainbow mess that I am
-my extended family in general(minus a few cousins)
-getting cast aside again
-getting made fun of again
-spiders
- any water deeper that 5ft
-the unknown/being unprepared
-the dark and everything in it
2points
#7
Still a bit scared of Herobrine, even though he's fake...right?
Also being forgotten
Also being forgotten
2points
#8
Dying alone and unloved.
And spiders.
And spiders.
1point
#9
Being hated by everyone or being alone.
The dark/things in the dark.
Dying of burning, drowning, suffocating, and being buried alive.
My parents taking away bp.
Losing people I care about(yes that includes you guys)
War
1point
#10
- losing those I love
- dying alone/my friends not knowing I've died
- being found out (my social medias are not supposed to exist)
- being seen as weak
- losing any of my "main" senses
- anything that triggers my sensory issues
- my family
- always being insecure about myself
- dying alone/my friends not knowing I've died
- being found out (my social medias are not supposed to exist)
- being seen as weak
- losing any of my "main" senses
- anything that triggers my sensory issues
- my family
- always being insecure about myself
1point