Hey Pandas, What Moment Did You Experience That Doesn't Feel Right?

When I realized my parents had no right to tell me how I was not depressed for a whole year before I realized they don't know me better than I do. But I'm under 18 so I can't see a theripist and have tried to commit suicide more times than I can count and have cried myself to sleep almost every night and my parent says just brush off all my feelings because "we know you better" frick you parents its been 2 years now still counting when will you finally believe me