so this is a long one
for a long time, I haven't exactly been teased for being large, but that's what it always felt like. I just feel like I take up lots of space as a person, even though everyone says I'm just "curvy" or "thick thighed" but I didn't believe anyone. I stopped eating for long periods of time, while thankfully drinking water. The longest I didn't eat was a good 6 days. One day I finally broke and was bawling over the phone with my friend, when my mom asked me what was up. I didn't want to tell her but eventually broke it to her and told her everything (everything being not eating and didn't mention that I tried to cut myself multiple times)
Honestly, now it's still hard to not think about it, but I am a lot happier now that I've gotten help and that it's out in the open.
In conclusion, PLEASE EAT! EVERYONE HERE LOVES YOU AND NEEDS YOU!
for a long time, I haven't exactly been teased for being large, but that's what it always felt like. I just feel like I take up lots of space as a person, even though everyone says I'm just "curvy" or "thick thighed" but I didn't believe anyone. I stopped eating for long periods of time, while thankfully drinking water. The longest I didn't eat was a good 6 days. One day I finally broke and was bawling over the phone with my friend, when my mom asked me what was up. I didn't want to tell her but eventually broke it to her and told her everything (everything being not eating and didn't mention that I tried to cut myself multiple times)
Honestly, now it's still hard to not think about it, but I am a lot happier now that I've gotten help and that it's out in the open.
In conclusion, PLEASE EAT! EVERYONE HERE LOVES YOU AND NEEDS YOU!