Hey Pandas, What Is Your Biggest Worry About Life? (Closed)

I’m worried that I might fail my 11 and 12 grades and that I’ll do poorly in college and not get the job I want

my future

if i will get a job that pays well and is fairly entertaining
if i have friends
if i will keep the friends i have now
if i still get to to fun stuff
if i do well and school and college
will i have a nice job
will i have a nice house/apartment
will i have enough money to pay off rent/loans, and buy stuff I need/want?
will i be the kind of person I wanna be? (personality and looks wise)
if im happy
what happens after death

will i be ok?

i hope so. i really, REALLY hope so.

That people won’t accept that I’m transgender. I hate dealing with transphobia because it’s stressful to listen to, and it’s hard to block it out.

I feel I'm going to die alone. Everyone my age has had multiple relationships and I have never had a single romantic interaction. Like LITERALLY nothing. Never a "You're pretty," never held hands, never even TALKED romantically. It's a genuine fear.

Anything I don't know, but also that will hurt someone permanently in a way that will seriously affect them.

That I’ll marry the wrong person and not realize until it’s too late

That I won't have the "happy ending" that's envisioned and like drilled in my mind my whole life.

My children's mental health. I have general anxiety disorder and major depressive disorder. Their dad and I also have substance use disorder (both of us are sober, me for almost 11 years, him for about 4 1/2). I know there's a genetic aspect to all of those. My daughter (10) has already been diagnosed (by a licensed psychologist) with mild to moderate depression and anxiety. We're treating it with therapy as I'd like to avoid medication if possible (I don't object to medication, I just prefer to wait until it's necessary). The scariest thing to me is the idea that my children will experience the extreme emotional pain I've had for much of my life.

That saving everything of myself for the sake of a future wife will be in vain. I worry about it, but I am prepared to live the rest if my life alone.

that no matter how hard i work, no matter how much i suffer for it, my dreams won’t come true.

Being accused of something big that I didn’t do, that’ll probably affect me for the rest of my life.