Hey Pandas- What Is Something You Are Scared Of Even Though People Have Told You Not To Be?

I have had some issues with my stomach and went to the doctor after about a week. I've been through many different doctors and procedures and found out I have Chron disease. It's not uncommon, but it's not very common either. 396 out of 100,000 annually. I know there's medicine and if I watch myself I can live a "normal" life- but I'm terrified. I'm terrified that I'll look like a freak with special needs. I am terrified of it.