Hey Pandas, What Is One Thing That You Want And Don't Want Really Badly?

Honestly... a baby.

I want to travel the world, long-term, and experience cultures, see historic sights, and continue to learn. But I know I would miss home terribly - espeically my pets.

To be alone. I want to be independent, live an amazing, single, lifestyle. Lots of traveling, dogs, and art...Hakuna Matata sort of thing.
But I'm also constantly terrified of being alone. Scared I'll get depression and have nobody to help me. I'd be a wreck without my family.

Go meet my friends but I am scared I will bore them because I am going through some tough time right now

i kinda want to have a cat but when i think about it my mind goes back and forth, cats scratch, BUT THEIR CUTE!!!

To collect every single Elton John Album on vinyl. It would be amazing and so badass! But, is it really worth all the money? There are so many albums and singles and it would be so expensive. It's just not worth it.

to be married. I'm curious what its like to wake up to the same person everyday, but I'm at the point in my life where I'm happy.

To fall in love.

I had a friend earlier today who had an entire conversation with me about how she really wouldn’t hate being a teen mom but at the same time she doesn’t want to lose her teen years.

tbh as an aroace ive always wondered what it would be like to have a crush, date, and love somebody. on the other hand being aroace is what i am happy with and it would be weird having those kind of attachments.

I really really want a specific type of dress that suits my body type PERFECTLY, but I'm nervous about it falling down during the school dance.

Also, there's the whole bit about possibly getting suspended/detention/kicked out because it's strapless and the principal/vice principals are old-fashion pricks.

To be an adult. I want the freedom, but not the financial burden.

Furries aren't automatically pedophiles or zoophiles. They're mostly made up of Millenials and Gen Z.

Theres 2

A job

An education

To write. I know I should probably keep working on my story, even just one more sentence, but at the same time fbhLbfbfe'ihbd

Cat food. Worried about them eating and not having enough in this weather. I wish we had better pet food banks in my area.

One thing I desperately want is a huge wedding with a red and black color scheme, with my beautiful boyfriend, but I know I could never invite my parents because they would never accept us.

I want to be a navel aviator when I’m older, but I know my parents would not approve. I’m also slightly scared of getting into a real war, and having to be on the frontlines of it.

Also I want to cut my hair, but I’m terrified that I will look bad. I have had long hair my whole life, and my parents will hate it if I cut it off.

Your mother

To fall in love again…
I’m afraid I’ll suffer another broken heart

A full head of hair. I started losing my hair in my mid 20s and started shaving my head in my mid 30s (thankfully I really rock the look). I understand it's possible to restore my mane, but I can't justify the time and treasure.