Hey Pandas, Vent To Me.

I am fed up of the capitalist hell hole we are living in, where the rich get richer. My country does not seem as bad as the USA, but it is getting there. I want to live in one of the Scandinavian countries where quality of life is better and the rich/poor gap is not sop ridiculous.

Everyone seems so good at what they do, like they’ve found their niche. I feel like I don’t have any chance of becoming remotely as good at anything as the others, really feeling like a Mirabel Madrigal right now, except I won’t find what makes me special.

I'm completely burnt out. I'm graduating middle school in a little under a week, and thankfully I get a summer to recuperate, but I do not think I'm going to survive high school/come out okay.

school sucks, least fav child/scapegoat in the family, i have no idea if im being abused or not, life sucks in general and i have to pretend to be happy all the time

ill go into more detail if u ask

i broke up with my (ex)boyfriend two days ago. two weeks. the longest f*****g relationship I've ever had. I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense, I'm kinda upside down rn. but hey, now I can have a celebrity crush on Mike Dirnt without feeling guilty!

I’ve been zoning out more than usual in class and it’s soo frustrating! I’m now misssing out on many things despite being present in the class. I know what I am capable of but some invisible barrier is not letting me do that! I have the full capacity to go through the school year without breaking down too many times but it’s already been 1 week and I had a breakdown because I couldn’t understand my math homework. My teacher was kind and she told me she wouldn’t be strict with the homework. It’s kind of lifted a huge weight off my shoulders but I’m still struggling in other classes because my attention span has started reducing more and more and I can’t focus on what the teacher’s are saying. I just want to cry when I’m with people for no reason. It feels like everyone hates me even if they say otherwise. I feel like a very annoying person especially irl where my voice is too loud, I talk too much and I’m annoying. I feel like a terrible person all the time no matter how much people try to convince me otherwise. I always feel like I’m faking not being okay even though at times it’s not true. I’m constantly arguing with myself for every little thing and I just want to feel normal and happy for once without someone coming along to ruin it

forgot to mention that other people can reply and help too.

my parents broke up at the end of january. my mom said she wasnt gonna get a new boyfriend and she wasnt ready for someone new. fast foward to march, and i notice her and a guy "friend" are talking a LOT. i mean at least everyday. i know, this is an invasion of privacy, and i shouldnt have done it, but i did. i went onto her phone to make sure this guy wasnt flirting with her. he was. things like saying your fine AF, i love you, heart and kiss emojis da da da. it kept going and going, then calling her a princess. a couple days ago, i went on ot again. he said "im gonna make you my girl (moms name) seriously." my mom didnt say anything back. but i dont like this guys. he has a BUNCH of tattoos, (no shame to people with a bunch of tattoos) and one of those people who are like, yea whats up mf! yea b**** lets go effin do it. yea im an effin bad a**. he thinks hes a big guy. i dont know, somethins off about him and i dont like it. she keeps saying her and him are just friends, but CLEARLY from these texts they arent. it really upsets me becuase shes kind of lying to me. and shes always telling me that well never keep secrets. i feel betrayed in a way. you know? and i really REALLY dont like him.