Hey Pandas, This Is A Safe Space To Get Things Off Your Chest. What Do You Wanna Talk About? (Closed)

Can everyone just shut the hell up, instead of spouting their ignorant opinions? So much noise on the internet over nothing, I'm so tired of it lately.

I'm not talking about this thread of course. Keep it going!

I'm borderline suicidal, School has been wrecking me, mentally and physically. I got so used to lock down that now i feel as though i'm about to burst. Not to mention my mom found out iv'e been self harming....its just been a rough year

December 20 is the 15th anniversary of my 21 year old daughter's death from leukemia. She was diagnosed at 4 1/2 and battled for 17 years and 3 days from diagnosis to death.

I live with my other daughter now and we're both working and I'm having a hard time keeping my head in the game as counselor the closer we come to those two dates. I'm short-tempered with co-workers, I'm not as attentive with my clients as I need to be (I work in a methadone clinic) and I'm feeling myself shut down. Please tell me that I'm not a horrible person for still letting this affect me so deeply. She was my 1st born, my baby and we went through so much, the 3 of us.

Panic mode reporting. I'm old enough to remember when you could watch the national news on any one of the three networks available and get the same, unbiased story. You picked which on you watched on style, not on leanings. No editorial, that was Sunday mornings.

Wait! A 'safe space' where downvoting is allowed? How many people will feel 'safe' revealing something intimate or controversial when downvoting is permitted?

You might think that I'm a terrible, heartless person right now, but I wish half of humanity would just go away. There are far too many in the world, we kill each other, we kill animals and nature. There is already a fight for raw materials, food and living space. The cities are too full, the aggressiveness is increasing. And this development is getting worse every year. The earth needs a deep breath from humanity.

Sometimes I want to die, and I hate myself for it. I feel like I have everything to make me happy, so I shouldn't feel like killing myself, but I do, and it scares me.

The lockdowns in my country killed me mentally but I'm afraid to talk about it for fear I'll be judged as an anti so-and-so. I know the mask is supposed to protect us but at the same time it messed with my head and now I feel uncomfortable with anyone seeing my face and mouth at all, I feel insecure without it on, I feel like I have to hide behind the mask whenever I'm outside or else I feel exposed and unsafe. Not because I'm worried about covid at all, but just because I don't want people to see my face because of acne and stuff like that. I relied on it too much in the beginning of the pandemic because it covered my acne and prevented people from seeing my imperfect face, and now I don't want to take the mask off.

I think anyone who says they don't judge people is a liar. It's fine to have an opinion and it's fine to dislike someone or something they do. Just as long as you learn a) there's no need to spread your opinion around when nobody asked b) to tolerate and respect others even if you don't like them c) others are going to judge you too, and they may or may not have a valid reason.

I confess that I am glad my wife left me, because now I can have an opinion any time I want to.

The fact that i'm annoying and loud. So loud that people think something is wrong when i'm quiet. Plus I keep trying to deny the fact I have ADHD but it shows so much that there isn't much I can do about it. One last thing: My paranoia will be the death of me.

I am 100% over the mandates, masks, and lockdowns. With people hospitalized and scared for their health and general wellbeing, I am embarrassed to admit it has just about broken me.

Being a mum who works full time is a s**t fest. 2 kids one in nursery ft & one in school wrap around care ft. Total monthly bill £1400. I get 20% off tbut it's crippling amount. I'm expected to be richer than PT mums or stay at home mums. In my recent review I was told how great they are for letting me work from home when kids ill but I can't expect promotion as I cant work past 5.

Plenty of things, except I’ll never share them because trust issues *jazz hands*. Also because some of them are just too nasty and show how deep my self hatred has gone

I don't know what my gender is anymore :D
Also I don't find a point in life anymore but I can't die because I don't want to leave my best friend...
I'm a mess :DD

If I ever stop and think about it, I can’t find any point in life anymore. I feel more like I’m just going through the motions.

I cant be myself anymore, its hard and so far this week i've had about 5 mental breakdowns and I just cant handle people anymore. Life and school do not mix well together and this is only the beginning :(

I want to die. I know I can't because I have people that need me and I don't have the confidence to commit of I wanted to. I'm struggling with self harming and I'm trying to quit but it's hard... My friends are also suicidal and it's difficult trying to make them feel better. Not to long ago my friend drank vape juice with sone other stuff and had to go to a&e. My squish (its like a platonic crush) has recently told me that he tried to kill himself and I'm worried about if its true or not because I'm painfully paranoid but whenever I try to talk to him about things he changes the subject and its really annoying because I WANT TO HELP. I really like him and I want him to be ok... I want all my friends to be ok...

When Amy Snider (I know I spelled her last name wrong, I don't know how to spell it. Names are confusing) on Jeopardy began her winning streak, my dad found out she was transgender and was super transphobic towards her. Calling her slurs and such. I am very supportive of the LGTBQA+ community (my dad doesn't know and would be mad at me if he knew I supported them) and his comments would make me so mad! I don't know what to do because he is acting horrible to Amy. I don't know if it's my place to tell him off because I'm a Cis Straight person, and not part of the LGTBQA+ community. Is it ok to ask for fellow panda's opinions in this forum?

People seem to like me more when I'm on a mask, and makeup. I love makeup and it makes me feel confident, but I wonder if people just like pretty people more. Also if people like me more in a mask, does it mean that they don’t like my real face?