Hey Pandas, This Is A Safe Space For Secrets You Want To Get Off Your Chest

My secrets go so deep I keep them from myself.

I'm out as pan/lesbian but I'm actually genderfluid and my family doesn't know.

I accidentally flooded my house.

My mother died three years ago. These three years has been the best years of my life. I'm finally free. She sucked all energy off me. She was mean. She always made me feel bad. Now I can live my life in peace. My secret is (was) that i don't mourn my mothers death a bit.

I have fallen in love, while being able to completely lie to everyone, saying I never will.
so this is fun, and I don't know what to do now.
This guy is my friend, but I'm at a place in my life where I can't really date and it would go nowhere if I did confess and we felt the same way. He has dropped many hints, but I can't stop gaslighting myself.
any advise?

I still kinda like my ex…

I genuinely hate my siblings.

I wish they'd never been born and I won't grieve if those d*cks finally die.

I like Jared Leto’s Joker in the original Suicide Squad. It was a very different take on the character and most people hate it.

Well...here we go. For around a year or two now (since quarentine started) My mental health has been really bad. Right now I despretly need help but I can't talk to anyone. I am scucidal and swlf harms.

A lot of times (like now) I hate myself so much that I wish I was dead.

I’m still in love with my ex, even after almost 9 years. He said he still thinks about me; though we now live in different continents. I hate being so addicted to this man that’s clearly a debilitating choice.
Also, I’m now expecting a child with my current partner, though I can’t say I’m in love with him

I don't think my best friend has been very supportive lately. From bad advice to judging my life choices. I have no one else to turn to.

I'm obsessed with British "poverty-porn" shows. Skint has to be my favourite. Wish there were more episodes on youtube of Benefits Britain.

I hate spending time with one of my best friends. We used to be really close but when she changed school we lost touch. Now whenever we get together i feel awkward and just want to go home. On the other hand I can’t bare to tell her because of our friendship when we were younger.

I’m 14 and have been reading erotica short stories. I don’t like keeping secrets from my parents so this is hard.

I'm Pansexual and Genderfluid and I can't come out to anyone in my family because they're all homophobic.

I feel really guilty about this but I really want something wrong with me. Like for example a mental illness or something. I think it’s because I want attention but I’m not sure. I always feel absolutely terrible about this and feel really bad for the people who have to suffer through something like this.

I had a very bad case of Covid in March, my relationship of 10 years fell apart in July and I recently moved to another bigger city for a better job. Not one of my friends has called to check on me for either of those big, traumatic life changes. I'm 31 yo and I have no friends, no partner, I don't leave the house except for work and I can't stop thinking about suicide.

I met my soul mate and did not marry her. I still have an empty void where she used to filled it with sunshine and love. We are married to other people, we still have a thread that binds us and a love that only her and i will ever understand.

I don't want to be with my fiance anymore. but I'm too scared to leave.
he's a narsasist..