Hey Pandas, This Is A Safe Space For Secrets You Want To Get Off Your Chest

As a 13-year old computer-nerd I almost tanked one of the biggest companies in the country's server-park including backups, by spilling a full can of pepsi in a server room. Noone saw it, and I'm still clear to this day. But man I was f-ing fast out of there :D

Hearing people say that if a woman has a C-section that she is not a real mother is like a knife in the gut. I have two children and would have loved to have them naturally. The closest I got was giving birth (per say) to a miscarried child at 22 weeks. His twin was removed via D&E. A C-section is NOT the easy way out and it doesn't lessen the love a mother has for their child. People think before opening your mouth.

I really like the movie "Tank Girl" and I don't mean ironically. I know its horrible but it brings me so much joy to watch it.

I cant come out. I’m in a safe, loving home but I can’t.
To me coming out as bi means jumping off a cliff of safety into the unknown.

I paid for her sons glasses without her knowing

I lied on my initial resume for work 12 years ago and I mean everything. Degrees, former jobs, and expertise. I have been with the same company and have been promoted multiple times up to director and run a team globally with around 1500 people reporting to me at any given point….I have to lie from time to time when people talk about my past and it kills me to lie but I love that I can support my wife and daughter without worrying about money. It’s a constant level of shame and pride.

I’ve been depressed for a long time but I’m taking my time to find out who I want to be

Actors and musicians and politicians need to stop spreading bullshit misinformation about COVID vaccines. We all need to get one so this can stop!

TW for s*xual assault:
When I was 12 I was sexually assaulted by my nephew Who was an older teen at that time around 17 I think. It really hurts to keep this inside and not tell anyone at home about it but at the same time I feel like there's no point in telling them because all it would cause is family problems plus I don't I'll be able to answer their questions or explain it to them in details so it's just easier not to open up...I wish I opened up at the time it happened. I thought I forgave him for religious reasons but it still hurts me and I end up crying randomly sometimes, it's been 4 years and I still feel uncomfortable seeing him although I just talk and pretend nothing happened because that's what he does and I bet he'll gaslight me if I confront him about it

my best friend moved all the way to the other side of the country and i miss her so much and i pretend im okay but in reality it feels like my life has no meaning anymore, and she was one of the only things keeping me alive. now that she's gone i just want to end it all but i can't tell anyone because im scared they'll just tell me "oh she's the one who moved she has it worse than you" and ik, i just dont know why its hitting me so hard and i hate it

So, you wanna know where the bodies are?

my secret is a black jellycat bunny plushie who comes everywhere with me in my pocket 😬 i know its stupid and theyre for babies and im an adult and a goth/metalhead but i have autism and squishing him makes me feel calm, id die of embarrasment if anyone saw him 😂

I am dating a non-binary person

I’m really angry at my husband who died 6 years ago. I’m not angry because he died, I’m just angry.

My husband of 30 years died in an accident 2 years ago. I miss him and mourn him every day. My secret is that life is now better without him.

I know the meaning of life, but I'm scared to tell anyone about it. But it does involve cake.

I have a really bad case of negativity. I always map things out in the worst case scenario and it brings me and others down. Does anyone have any solution at all?

ahaha I'm sorta in love with my best friend...No clue how to tell her so for now it's my little secret. :)

I'm thinking I might be bisexual, but honestly I don't know. I know I'm attracted to guys, but I'm really not sure if I'm attracted to girls yet. Also, I am super worried about one of my friends. He's really depressed and I don't want to lose him seeing as I may or may not have a crush on him. I know there's no way I can fix it seeing as I have mental health issues too (bad case of anxiety), but I'm trying to figure out a way to help him in some other way.

Shhhhhhhh............ I'm hunting wabbits.