Hey, Pandas! Tell Us Your Problems, Please (Closed)

I don't know how anyone can help, but I don't have enough time for everything that I want to do. And I don't want to do, like, everything that there is to do; managing all of the responsibilities that I currently have is hard enough.

In short, my problem is that being an adult sucks and drains so much energy out of me, and it seems like there's no escape from this. Perhaps one day I'll get used to it. As of now, it's a problem.

I have been bullied for a year straight, become depressed like hell, pretending I’m fine but IM NOT FINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People suggest I go to a therapist but I don’t want to be treated like a crazy person. I try just about everything to fix it and I can’t.COVID also adds to depression because my best friend is now untalkable to because I don’t have his phone number. I feel like I’m not good enough and my dream of being an astronaut is shot.I have a phobia of death and I’m stressed as hell due to homework ( I have like 15 assignments in a single subject to do by the end of the week). I have ADHD, and I’m kind of overweight and my brother is a brat and I feel like he is favored. AND I have insomnia causing me to fall asleep in class. That’s like just half of it all and I don’t know the other half.

I get stressed very easily and my parents just make it worse for me. so I get distracted easily and tend to not do my school work. I do get it done but just later when I am not at school. my parents are incredibly strict and when I don't do all my work at school and instead do it at home they get on to me and then I can't even do my work at home because they are yelling at me when I'm trying to work. they don't know this but all of the stress they have given me has also given me depression. on a bad day, I will not go to bed and I will just sit and cry at night. sometimes I will even take an electric razor blade and scratch my arms with it. everyone thinks of me as the happy kid but sometimes I just want to cry. I feel like I put on a mask every day. I put on an act that says that I am fine when I am not. I just want someone to listen to me and understand me. I feel empty. I feel like I should just act like a robot and not do anything that makes me happy and more because apparently, my parents hate when I am happy or do something that I actually like to do. they never ask me what's wrong they just ask what did I do now.

I have ADHD, And I have very little control of how loud i say things. I may be trying to say something to my friends, and it will come out like I meant to say it to an entire classroom. ;w;

I got depression, anxiety, adhd, ocd and probably more. I got a fox pelt to keep me company, since it's the closest thing i can get to a real fox

My mom's boyfriend smokes weed and in fact has a entire farm, he gives us lines (where you have to write same thing over and over. He gave me 2,000 once. I'm not kidding.) And is always verbally abusing me and my sister. Like how he tells me "To learn how to shut the f**k up, I can't do anything right, and how I belong with my dad (My parents are divorced.) What do I do I am 11 and don't know how much longer I can stand.

My parents are super controlling. They recently made me stop watching anime because of the language and anime is a big part of my life so now I'm kinda depressed. Also they hate me for being gay.

Being told to "MAN UP" and ignoring pain.

My goodness. Too many things to put here but to name a few...
I have to juggle school in with personal life
I am kind of addicted to Bored Panda (hehe)
I may have anxiety
I'm trying to learn french (I'm not doing very well though)
I'm trying to get smarter (I already am pretty bright, I just want to know as much as I can)
I looooooove reading and I want to read more
I have a missing assignment in math that is really bothering me because it will take a looong time
I have a math test tomorrow and I haven't studied
There's this boy that I'm friends with but he likes me and I've made it clear that I just want to be friends but I think he still secretly likes me
I don't have very many clothes
My parents fight a lot and I think my mom might be thinking about getting a divorce
I have 4 siblings all under the age of 4 and that's a bit overwhelming
I am really trying to be kind and as nice to people as I can, but it's kind of hard
I'm really confused about everything right now (I'm at that age where people say that you'll be confused {adolescent/teen} and let me tell you children, it is 100% real)
I just want to be happy
I don't have a whole lot of friends and I want to make more but I'm kind of weird so I sort of annoy people
I miss my best friend (@PanSloth) soooo much
There is a boy I really like but he's in a different grade at a different school so I don't know if he already likes someone or not
I have many, many more. So yeah, I just named a few. Sorry to dump all that on you guys. Thanks : )

It's hard for me to properly motivate myself right now, I try to get up at 6:15 am but instead get up around 7:45-8:00am. I also planned to start an online store later this month but I can't find any proper time to work on my stock with school and everything else. I honestly hate procrastinating but I'm not sure what to do.

I know this isn't an answer, but thank you guys so much! This is my first post ever, and when I cam back, I has SO MANY notifications! I'm so happy that you guys like this topic!

Ok so I know I already posted but I have another thing. I hate hate hate hate HATE sexism, racism, whatever the heck you call age discrimination, and so much more. Wtf is wrong with people?? And I remember a video I saw on youtube where this white guy said "You wouldn't be here if it weren't for us." Actually it is thought BLACK people were here first so you can't say sh*t about that. I am white to that doesn't mean I hate other people for dumb things like that.

I just feel really sad or angry all the time. I have so much schoolwork on my plate, a puppy that seems like she's riding a permanent sugar high, friendships to maintain, a toxic dad to confront, no time, feelings to control, anxiety to manage, and a stressful declaration of lesbianism that I need to work on

I have lots of problems, but only one is killing me. Okay, so, I'm in a long-distance relationship with my boyfriend. We met online, and everything had been perfect! then he started talking about dreams and death and that go me so worried. Before he stopped talking to me, he said he had food poisoning and that he was okay. And he stopped coming online... It's been like a week! Yes, I know he could be grounded or taking a break from the internet, but after what he said about death and food poisoning, I can't help but be scared ): now I have all sorts of fears, like what if he's in the hospital and dying? I can hardly concentrate on anything!

This is a problem that I’ve had for a while, I don’t know how to come out to by family as a lesbian and I don’t know how they would react are if they would support me also my mother put me on prescription medication for diagnosed anxiety but I haven’t seen and changes
These are just my biggest problems and I wish want some advice
Have a nice day

People think I have a perfect life but really I have no friends and I've been bullied a lot and I hate myself and my family loves to tell me that I ruin everything when I'm trying to be helpful and I feel really worthless and there's nothing I can do.

I have a Periodic Fever Syndrome, where I get very high fevers constantly. They can last up to 2 weeks, and sometimes they can get all the way up to 106 degrees. That meant I was in the hospital a lot.

My social anxiety. I can't talk to anyone I dont know, I hate being in large crowds, speaking in front of an audience terrifies me, and I'm acually afraid of ordering food at a restaurant or checking out at a cash register by myself! This would be reasonable if I was like 10 but I'm 15!

My mom is sick, I wanna go to sleep forever. I'm so worried about life. Please help me.

This might be a bit of a long one, as I have MANY problems.

Where to start? Um, my mom died 5 years ago, and my dad didn't want us. No one else in my family even wanted my siblings and me. I never told anyone that bothers me, but it does. One of my aunts fought for us and eventually adopted us as our legal guardian/parent. I love her, I really do, but she always turns everything into a Godly moment. I'll tell her a joke and a few seconds later I'm standing in front of her, listening to her lecture me about "not praying enough", or, "praying empty prayers". It's so annoying.

Problem #2
My sister doesn't talk to me. She brushes it off when I ACCIDENTALLY nudge her. She'll get squirmy and weird when I tell her I love her, which is rare because she's just gonna do that. She treats her friends better than she treats me and she hugs her friends. She's hasn't hugged me for 11 years. Well, not that I can remember.

Problem#3
I have been best friends with this girl Lexi since first grade. She has gay dads and she's bisexual. I have 2 other gay friends, 3 lesbian friends, and a couple of other bisexual friends. My parent is fine with me being best friends, with her, but she doesn't know that I have LGBTQ+ friends. I'm scared to tell her. She's not homophobic, and I'm DEFINITELY NOT, but I'm scared to tell her because she might not let me be friends with Lexi anymore.

Problem#4
Lexi, my friend, is one of the best friends I've ever had. But, when I did go over to her house, she never listened to me. She never wants to do what I wanna do. Now, don't get me wrong, I know it's her house, but I've been her best friend for a while. Can't she, you know, show some respect?

Problem#5
I'm insecure. I feel like I'm fat. I want to lose weight, so I drink at least 4 (maybe a bit more). I haven't lost weight, so I drink more and more. Well, I recently went to the hospital for a checkup. One of my blood tests came back, and basically, I'm on the verge of getting diabetes. I'm scared. But it sucks because I'm afraid to go to my aunt for help.

Problem#5
I feel like my aunt isn't proud of me. TBH, I'm very proud of myself either. I miss my mom a lot. The thing my sister and my aunt don't know is that I cry myself to sleep some nights. I'm sometimes afraid to talk to her about anything, in fear I'll disappoint her, or make her mad, or get a lecture I don't eve need. She doesn't let me be a child. I want to have fun while I'm still younger. I feel sorta bad for typing this, as she's in the room next to me. I have to go now because my class starts at 7:50. Thanks for reading it.