It’s weird. They are fun to be around sometimes, but I don’t feel any special relationship with them. Kinda like those kids in middle school that you hang out with and then when school ends, you never talk to them again.
My older brother can be mean sometimes, but he understands me the most of everyone in my family. He might be mean sometimes, but he always defends me against my parents when he thinks I’m not listening, and he supports my decision to be atheist.
My sister is nice, but she is super religious so it’s hard to have a close relationship with her because Im atheist, and she doesn’t know.
My other brother is severely autistic and annoys the hell out of me. Im very mean to him, but recently I saw a different autistic kid being treated horribly and I realized that autistic people do have feelings, and now I feel horrible