well, I've become more distant with my best friend too, we had a sort-of-fight, and I can confirm it hurts. Deeply.
Find support groups/friends to confide in, it helps! Write your feelings down, that always helps me, too. Drawing, too. Generally just venting on paper, and no one ever has to read it if you don't want them too. If there's any chance at all, you can try making up with your friend, too. Maybe write them a hand-written letter. If you did something wrong, swallow your pride and apologize, it will be easier when you do, but if it's a different situation, then...creature comforts! and find closeness in other friends! and therapy, I recommend therapy, it has helped me through so much, and there are options for low-income if you need it. I'm also, for the most part, here to talk, but I'm really terrible at checking notifs ๐
Find support groups/friends to confide in, it helps! Write your feelings down, that always helps me, too. Drawing, too. Generally just venting on paper, and no one ever has to read it if you don't want them too. If there's any chance at all, you can try making up with your friend, too. Maybe write them a hand-written letter. If you did something wrong, swallow your pride and apologize, it will be easier when you do, but if it's a different situation, then...creature comforts! and find closeness in other friends! and therapy, I recommend therapy, it has helped me through so much, and there are options for low-income if you need it. I'm also, for the most part, here to talk, but I'm really terrible at checking notifs ๐