Hey Pandas, How Are You Today?

Depressed as can be.

Paranoid about a kid at my school trying to hurt or kill me. He terrorises me every day.

Uhm, im mentally insane and paranoid and i think i have the flu but otherwise ok

I recently got a few teeth removed and I now look like I am hiding a bunch of bees in my mouth, the stitches in my mouth are incredibly annoying and it is very difficult to eat.

Good rn, but I'll probably go deaf at 2:20 cuz todays October 4th 😀

WHO ELSE IS GONNA BRING THEIR PHONES TO SCHOOL JUST TO HEAR THE ✨MAGIC✨ AND ENRAGE THE TEACHERS???

Depressed and anxiety!

Starting at a new school today because some kid tried killing me at my old one :) i blocked her on iMessage but she knows where I live though so- ANYWAYS I'm literally driving to my new school rn and I'm scared af 😭😭😭 also summer break doesn't start for me until mid July, my best friends summer break starts in May so I probably won't get to see him much :(

Doing pretty good but feeling super disconnected. Like I feel like I don’t have good connection with any of my friends, absolutely zero connection with my dad, an increasingly big divide between me and my brother, and not much connection with my emotions or hobbies. I feel like my only strong connection is my mom, but she’s always busy and I just miss her all the time when I’m at school. But idk I feel so disconnected with myself that idk what to do about any of that.

cryinggggggg in slayyyy ✨

Im sorry for spamming ur post with all my submissions :/

I honestly have no idea what to do at this point, my school uniform is awfully “feminine”. We do not have a gender neutral option. The only thing I am allowed to wear is a skirt and an overly form fitted (im super used to oversized stuff lmao) polo shirt. It makes me extremely dysphoric, because skirts just remind me of the fact that the world is always going to perceive me as a girl, and the tight shirt… well, I can’t get a binder (transphobic parents monitor my debit card purchases and they check all my receipts when I buy stuff w/ cash) so that sucks. Tbh, with that horribly form fitted ugly a*s shirt, it’s pretty obvious that I’m afab (stupid waistline and uhh yk-) I literally couldn’t even bring myself to get to school today after I looked in the mirror and saw myself wearing that damned uniform. When I’m dysphoric I tend to turn to self harm, so now I get to go to school tomorrow wearing my stupid uniform AND with cuts all over my arms. Great.

But like, i lowkey need a binder if I’m gonna be forced to wear that shirt. Only thing is, as I said earlier, I can’t get one. I’ve tried basically all the diy methods, but the only ones that actually work restrict my breathing too much, and I have PE tomorrow so :/

The uniform also makes my parents treat me like your average preppy schoolgirl, like they’re saying stuff like “oh, look at our GIRL! SHE looks so cute in HER SKIRT!” And instead of using my name, thy just refer to me as “girl”. Not even “our girl” or some other cringey s**t, literally just “girl”. I wanna rip my hair out or smthn.

Idk man, is anything really worth it?

Very tired, kind of just vibing I guess

Want to kill myself