Bored Panda
AUG 24, 2022

Hey Pandas, Am I A Coward Or Too Rebellious?

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I am truly sorry for your losses. I know how hard they are to get through. I admire your strength and determination to stay positive through everything. It took me a long time to realize that family isn't always the ones that care the most about you. Before my surgery (hysterectomy), I had quite a few (some unknown until it happened) miscarriages. When my first husband (he passed in '02) and I were attempting to have a child, we lost a few. I also lost a few with my second husband. Then, I realized it just wasn't meant to be for me. I was blessed with a daughter in my first marriage and a son in my second. I raise both alone, without contact from but a few blood relatives (mostly online). I handpicked my family (like you) because they were people I could open up to. People that cared for me and the only thing they wanted from me, well... was me. I am glad that you have your chosen family and a precious mini-you, too. I hope that your marriage works out to how you wish it to be. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. Just remember something:
Happiness is only a series of moments. It is up to each of us to connect and cherish those moments. And don't ever forget... YOU are the author and illustrator of your story. You decide how it goes.
Blessings.
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