Hey, My Fellow Amazing Pandas! What Feels Like Home To You?

This is gonna sound a bit strange and nerdy, but it’s because of my multiple mental health issues and disability’s, and I accept that no one is going to completely understand. For me, home is being in the mountains with no one around, and walking on the beach after dark. the smell of trees in meadows in fall, being in the forest at dusk. Snuggled in with all the dogs in the house during holidays. That one time an owl landed on me (real story) All these little times where I feel like a part of nature, of something bigger than me, like I could just sink in to the floor and stay there forever. When I was little I used to sit in the forest so much that a few of the deer decided I wasn’t a threat and would sort of just hang out 15 feet from me. Plants and animals have always been their for me, and understood me, even when no one else was. Please excuse me waxing philisophical, as I’ve been awake for 18 hours now,