Hey Bored Pandas, What Was The Saddest Moment Of Your Life So Far? (Closed)

lossing my dad

When I found out my girlfriend is anorexic, and that she was going to a hospital 500 miles away

When my best friend died, because of cancer

both my grandpa and my dog died a very horrible death, for my dog she died of an unknown cause, that made her unable to walk and eat, she died a painful death because the veterinarians were closed. She wasn't even a year old.
My grandpa had Parkinsons. he fought that disease for 35 years. That led him into a comatose like state, he wouldn't talk or do anything.

When i found out my cat Sybil had kidney cancer and we had to put her to sleep.

When my best friend died, because of a drunk driver.

not long ago someone very close to me died. she got in a car accident because of a old lady was not paying attention to were she was going. My parents also lost a baby And that was also very upsetting. It was worse for my mom because she already lost a different baby. My cat is also really old and probably about to die soon. I have a lot more but I don't want to go on forever.

First, was when my grandma, who was basically my mother for many years passed away. Then a few months later, my best friend, my dog, suddenly couldn't get up or walk, had to be put down. The second is when I found out a few years ago that my friend that I met at the hospital 5 years ago lost her fight with cancer