I have made this painting last year, it's very symbolic for me because 2016 was the darkest period of my life, first creative block, than anxiety and depression. In 2016 i have made only 2 paintings, i was always insecure in my work, im nothe good in what i do, i was so scared to even call my self artist, no support from my family...feeling alone and lost....I i forced myself to create anything...i i didn't want to lose connection with my creative child, so i draw this...i realy don't know how to describe it....part because my englsh is nothe that great, and part because i ask my self.....is this supposed to be me....nothing like self portrait, but rather portrait of my soul. Soul that is looking for peace, soul full of fears but still hoping for the best....for the first time i could say...out loud...i am an artist, i was born to create, to express my emotions...i have to be best friend to my self first, i have to love every part of my self, i have to know my self....the dark and the light part of me...i have to accept my self...i know life is a school for humans, we have so much to learn....i know i will fall many times but i have to keep going...nothe just for me...but for people i love...Just keep going, do the best you can, be gentle to others and to yourself, like a child tray to explore this world...let it be your playground...live for today. I hope you all have a great day, sorry for this long post.
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Soul alchemy
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