
Erm Actually…
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I enjoy enjoying things but sometimes my brain won’t let me. I have adhd and it sucks, I swear I’d be Einstein but my executive dysfunction is my Achilles heel. Either that or I’m dumb and delusional. I also care way too much about people’s opinions. I reason with myself and tell myself I shouldn’t care, but I still go out of my way to be quiet and a people pleaser. I was also researching WW2 last night and I have decided my problems are non-issues and today’s society is very spoiled. Not everyone of course, like victims of war and poverty, but I feel as if I should never complain again. Also my old posts are so cringe what was I on? Oh yeah lithium for “Bipolar” It did nothing but make me fat. For future reference, celexa ability and lithium at the same time is dangerous and you should not force your teenage daughter to take them for a year. wtf am I yapping about.

Erm Actually… · upvoted 3 items
4 months ago

The year I turned 18 the Iron Curtain came down. We were so hopeful. Imagine how it feels today. At least you know you're fvcked. But seriously: you're right, you young people deserve so much better!

I got salmonella once when I was a kid (11-12ish.) It was brutal. My mother just told me I had a stomach flu and didn't take me to the doctor. I was sick for two weeks, dehydrated from the diarrhea, and getting progressively weaker. One night I remember waking up and stumbling to the bathroom. I didn't know it at the time, but my fever had also spiked super high and I was delirious. I was on the toilet and I looked down at my feet and they were purple. Then I looked at my hands and they were turning purple as well. I think I screamed for my parents at that point, not sure XD Ended up going to the hospital. I had not hallucinated the purple hands and feet - my circulation had been affected by the bacterial infection. Doctor told my parents that I could have died that night, the infection was that bad. Salmonella is no joke - it's something to definitely see a doctor about!

Erm Actually… · commented on 37 posts
4 months ago

I’m so mad I’m not from the 80s. I got frizzy hair on good days! Bad days it’s 10x worse than most of this list lmao! I would have rocked the 80s :(

A tanning bed, perhaps.