GOD IS SHE

comfortable by making sure my "wife duties" if I can call it that is perfect done by the time he gets home. I tired and feel we are far beyond the point where theropy will help.

Thank you guys! You have been a huge help to me but I found out resently he has been cheating on me for the better part of a year now. so I am almost on my way out, I am not stable enough to stay in this relationship if his other girls {plural} is always going to be a priority. I find that even when I gave rock hard evidence he still tried to lie and cover it up. I had a lot of questions afterwards he swore on my life it was the truth he was telling, so I went and got the straight facts from where there were evidence. Turns out, not a word that he swore on my life was true. He still treats me like s**t, even blames me for our sons death..... And I quote "You killed him you dumb b***h, why can't you just f*c_ng die?" Everything seems to be my fault. Am I in the right mind to leave? Or was it not fair of me to check if he was/not telling the truth? I am so confused and keep wondering wtf is so wrong with me? I would literally kill for this man I break day in and out to keep him