When I was little, there was someone who I really wish to like me. She hated me so much but she is really important for my life. She is the only one who made my heart miserable. I always questioned myself why she didn’t like me even a bit? Whatever I did was the hell for her eyes. Who am I? Why I couldn’t compare even to the people who she never known? Every beat of my heart was so hurt whenever I thought of this. However without any choice, I had to live with her not a short period of time. Some nights I thought I might not alive until tomorrow because it seems like a big stone was hitting my left chess. But when I closed my eyes, I had a wish to change her heart one day but if not please bring me to somewhere else out of her eyes.
Day by day, month by month, year by year, I always pray in my heart that the miracle will happen or let she forgets me forever. Or I’ll drop all my tear for her so that I’ll not be able to cry again. And the last time my tear drop was when saying goodbye to her.
And day by day, month by month, year by year, my heart is empty and forget everything but study, work, friends, and inspiring people because I’ve already known that the miracle never happen.
But.......................
Once upon a time, I met another person who is really looks like her. She came without any guilty. She greed me and asked me a lot about me and my family. She is very gentle, kind and friendly; not nasty and impulsive like the one who I’ve known before.
This is not about my wish to change the world but her nasty and impulsive characteristic had been died with her loneliness and my tear and hurt.
I response her with the same behavior that she is doing with me now because I’ve already forgotten that darkness from my heart.
She is a new person that I’ve never known before but she is gentle, kind, and friendly. We’re in the same new world and I’ll never keep myself again in that nasty punishment :) so that I can rebuild a happiness world for the rest of my life. ^_^
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